It's 2009!

So what does one feel on the first day of the NEW YEAR?

Anti-climax.

It took 365 days to get through 2008 and now I have to start all over again. On a clean slate.

My cup is empty again.

I feel dry and flat. Will have to rebuild my blocks again...

But then again, the new year is just like any other day. Just don't look at the date!

I guess this year will be filled with lots of uncertainties and also surprises and lots more stressful days! Well, with the baby coming and due in July, there is only 7 months to prepare. Doesn't sound like a lot of time actually. January will surely fly very fast as CNY is just round the corner. Just as how fast Christmas had come and gone...just like that!

(Gee!... my lunch has made me extremely thirsty! Made my own tortilla roll with teriyaki chicken. Must be the chicken. Hubby and Ryan went out with his Ta koo koo and family to Midvalley since morning.)

Economy being so unstable... I have to be very careful in my expenses. My part-time salary is enough to get by...for Ryan's daily necessities. So, have to start saving more for the baby too.
How to save, leh? I seem to be going shopping almost every day since Christmas. But don't normally buy much.

My hopes for this year is... to be a patient individual in any situation I may encounter. To love my son and husband unconditionally and to be with my family as often as I can.

Just have to write here...
Yesterday's New Year's Eve programs on TV was the worst EVER... ! Never seen such bad line up of shows! What are the programmers doing? Are the TV stations also trying to cut budget by getting really lousy shows or airing 'Chinese' singaporean dramas on the eve of such a big occasion? Bad. Disappointing. Dampened my mood to stay up till midnight. Only TV8 aired something special. But even their live New Year Quickie Special was such a let down. Just got a bunch of college kids to liven up the studio celebrations. Boring! Can't believe NTV7 didn't even air anything special. And they call it 'the feel good channel!'