I give thanks

Although I have not been an active Christian for years... God answered my prayers.

And I am so thankful to HIM.

He heard my cries.

I cried for my children. I didn't want them to suffer. I asked HIM to protect them.

And HE did!

Ryan's 3rd time of HFMD was rather mild although he suffered discomfort in his mouth for 3 days. He didn't have fever this time around.

Allyson was the innocent one. I was so afraid for her. I totally didn't want the virus to get to her. She is too young to endure that kind of pain and discomfort. I did all I could in my power to protect her. And I left it to God.

At one point... 5 days after Ryan got his attack, she started to refuse to drink her milk. I cried. I thought I had failed and she was starting to get the infection. For one whole day, she only drank 2 feeds. I cried everytime she refused. I got angry. Angry with people. Angry with myself. Then, I asked HIM again ... please... please...let Allyson drink her milk. And the next day, in the early morning... she took her full feed.

God is a forgiving God. HE still heard my cries eventhough I have turned away for so many years. HE knows my heart is pure and sincere... and I love my children with all my heart and soul.

Thank you GOD!