Worrywart

I am definitely a worrywart.

I worry about everything lately. Actually I don't remember being like this a couple of years ago.

I wished I could control my thoughts and worries.

Worry worry worry...not good. May lead to hypertension next time.

Maybe reaching the mid thirties makes people more neurotic and sensitive.

I worry about how to be a better parent.

I worry about how to control my 2 year old tantrums.

I worry about my eye bags.

I worry about my job.

I worry about the safety of the food we consume.

I worry about my retirement finances

I worry that I am not being a good example to my kids.

I worry about my dad.

I worry about the health of my loved ones and myself.

I worry that I do not exercise.

I worry about how to be less insecure.

I worry that life is so unexpected and that I should live happy every day.

...and the list goes on...


And I MUST stop to be a people pleaser. Come on...I am an Adult! I must learn to say NO! And stand up to my opinions! But then again, I am afraid of getting people crossed. People like me just get easily bullied!!! I remember watching an Oprah episode many yonks ago and she was talking about people like me...and how she was like that last time! And how she just learnt to let go and say NO to people. Well, if I one of the most powerful and richest woman in the world ...who would dare to say anything to the big O, right?

Wide eyed

It is 5am now.

Went to the toilet...and now I can't go back to sleep.

Tossing and rolling on the bed.

Might as well write my blog.

Can't normally write a post when the little ones are awake.

But my brain still a bit sleepy.

Today will be a long day.