Go away...

I want good fortune to descent on me and my family...

And the negative aura to go away...

For the past 2 months since June...it seems that nothing really positive and good has happened.

Allyson gets some influenza flu like symptoms and was hospitalised for 3 days after high fever for 3 days. And this was just few days after my birthday.

Then, Ryan gets sick. Also cough and fever.

Thankfully though everyone is well in time for Ally's first birthday.

We get a new camera that have been planning for some time. Joy and happiness shortlived after it gets stolen in Singapore just within one month from its purchase. Stolen due to human carelessness. Could have been prevented.

Living next to 'ugly' humans. And witnessed such an inhuman act.

Another next door neighbour gets burgled and house gets broken in in broad daylight. Just next to my house. Scary. Was terrified for days and weeks. Now we are changing our backdoor to a more solid one and putting a concrete backwall.

And my direct aunt (father's sis) in UK suddenly passes away. Was a shock to all of us. She was my favourite aunt.

When we came back from our Singapore holiday, MIL discovers a lump near Ally's groin. Did a blood test and all blood profile and liver function test seems okay.

Lump seems to have regressed. But she has developed fever the past 2 days since Wednesday evening. No other symptoms. Doc said might be viral. Might be dengue. So worried. Her fever is persistent. Keep on giving her paracetamol every 6 hours but the fever doesn't seem to go down after a dose. Will be monitoring closely.

So, that is how things are at the moment. If you ask me why I am so busy, I am just so pre-occupied with all these thoughts and emotions at the moment. I just want everything to be okay soon.